Happy Thanksgiving!

I've been interviewed for a State job and one at IADT teaching design (just down the street from UTI) so keep your fingers crossed...life with teh vultures is almost over.

it's official. the vultures told me I have a job thru the end of the year so I better start looking. If I don't find anything they will lay me off so I can collect unemployment. They were kind enough to allow me to use them as a reference if I needed to. Head vulture cried. whatever. I am looking so wish me luck... in this economy it could be a rough ride.
le sigh.

38 is back.
seems the months of depression he was experiencing were in direct relation to the torn achillies which is now healed. Slow going but progress has been made, good progress at that. we'll see what develops. I'm not getting any younger and the signs of Father time are wreaking ugly havoc.

You need to have dinner with me under my twinkle lights on the back pergola. Beer Butt chicken?
Miss you both like crazy.

~mali in the pocket

Test went well and I have a good feeling.
You are correct in your second guess.

I am reconsidering my reconsider. He just does nothing and I don't know if I can be ok with that. We are supposed to go to his Godson's first comunion next sunday and I asked it he was picking me up and he said 'I ain't driving' and I said I shouldn't have to drive since it wasn't my event. Kee-rist! Don't just assume I'm driving your ass all over town just because you lost your license.

le sigh.

Off to the market. I hope Tuesday after work is ok for me to pick up the plants. Hope youare enjoying this gorgeous weather.

ok. im reconsidering my previous statement. for one, I know he is a hard worker and he is genuinely a good man with good morals. he won't be staggering home drunk, perusing the porn halls or cheating on me. we need to work on communication and let go of our single-dom.
it's just sometimes I feel like I'm paddling the life raft with a hole in it.

learned today that a co-worker I had previoulsy thought was a friend is talking smack...and it's not who you thought. I'm saddened but this is life and definitely life with high school bitches no matter if they are 45 or 15...it's all the same. Lesson learned and she'll just have to find someone else to talk smack about because from now on everything in my life is coming up roses to her....or at least that is what she'll hear from me.
favorite new quote from 'Almost Famous', "Friendship is the booze they feed you bause they want you to get drunk on the feeling like you belong".

omg, I have no outlet now to rant about goings on and have input from your creative and verbose mind. It's scary to keep those thoughts inside my head...and toxic too.

I'm afraid that 38's time may be numbered in my book. What could be worse than going back on his word and pretty much saying a big double middle fingered 'f u' to my bestest of friends and not calling for 2 1/4 days? Try pissing away his life to watching TV. I swear, the man has nothing to do when not at work and doesn't have enough desire to even look outside and see the gorgeous weather we have been experiencing and want to do anything outside...even pull the weeds in his back postage stamp of a yard for the sake of being outdoors. He doesn't value friends and family like I do, and appears to be the most one dimentional person I've met so far. We literally have nothing to say to each other on the phone. The stalker Leprechaun is looking pretty darn good right about now...neck and neck with Mr. nearly fell in the fire pit man. <le sigh>. I can't blame it all on the injury.

Time to study for my test. Wish me luck!